Hmm this is going well.

I'm finding the same thing out... Again and again. For some reason I forget that I already know it...and then learn it again. I keep finding out what makes me happy and then I forget again. Well, it's time to stop forgetting. I'm not the happiest when I'm trying to make myself happy...I'm happiest when I'm making other people happy.

This week started off so well. Monday, Madeleine and I went shopping all day. We just joked around about how trashy the stores we were shopping at were. Then yesterday, we went on a quick date to DQ and got some ice cream. Throughout the week, I have also just been doing my best to smile lots and make sure everyone around me is too....and it hasn't been so hard. It's so nice. If this week continues the way it has, it could be one of the best weeks ever. :)

Also, quick side note....never ever keep laundry soap in your room......ever. :)

Back in Kaysville

First day of school.

The first day at UVU went very well today. I had found out where all my classes where going to be before school started so I wouldn't be late today. Parking was a little difficult but I found a spot.The only thing that really sucks is textbooks. I have found all of them but i'm trying my best to find a better price because the price of these books is absurd. Didn't make any friends today but......really? I didn't really expect to. It's all good. Eventually things won't be so awkward in the classroom.

Still looking for a job. I've filled out so many applications and dropped my resume off at so many places that it's getting stressful. I'm sure i'll be fine....it's just annoying....it was annoying in high school but in high school you don't buy groceries or have to buy the textbooks you use. It's a scary thought....but i'll find a job.

Sunday was nice. I feel pretty comfortable in the ward now.....and I have a fun nick name. Rolo....or Rolow. I don't know. It's fun though. My roommates are all awesome and i'm excited to room with them for the semester.

I've been able to go see Maddy a few times and it's been nice. She lives closer to me than she did before....kinda weird to think about. Anyway, i'm excited for this college thing. It's going pretty well right now.

New Place

Thought i'd try this....don't know if I like it cause i'm kinda boring ;)

Just a facebook status....

So, a little over a year ago, my friend posted a status about me. It said "For evey like this status gets, Randy Low will kiss a girl". This was done without me knowing. I was not super thrilled about it....especially since it got 118 likes. To make it worse, a facebook event was created. I was supposed to show up at Davis at 11:00 to kiss 118 girls. I was not going to go....

Why would I go? This was not me. I didn't want to kiss 118 girls. I didn't want to have 118 people that have kissed me. That's absurd. The date that was set was August 13th....a date that I was not looking forward to...

Now, when I look back on that day, it was one of the most special of my life. I didn't end up kissing 118 girls.....just one.

One year later, i'm happier than ever. This last year has been brilliant. Lot's of hard times but even more good times. Maddy, is the sweetest person I know and i'm so grateful to have her as my best friend. She really shouldn't put up with me cause i can be so annoying....but i'm so happy she does.

Yesterday, I went back through the year and remembered exactly why i'm so happy...it's because of her.

Sorry

So....I haven't posted in forever. I'm sorry. Haha, not a lot of people read this so it probably isn't a big deal....but I'm still sorry. Today, I just felt like I like blogging. I'm in a weird mood. To start, this last weekend I took Maddy to the zoo. It was a long and awesome date. I had a blast. I also had a really interesting conversation with one of my brother's old friends. It turned into a really long and emotional talk. It was good though. Also, I'm finding things out about me. Some Things need to be let go of with high school. Other things will always be part of me. I'm finding out what I like about myself and what I need to Work on. This summer is full of suprises.....some are great and some are not the best.....but so far, this has been a great summer.

Climbing

You know that really cliche line, "Life is a Journey". A lot of the time it feels like rock climbing. When you climb, someone always belays you. They hold you up so you don't fall. When I go rock climbing with my ward, sometimes, we get too tired and feel like we can't go any farther. Then whoever is on belay usually pulls the rope tight so that you can rest. They have your back. Right now, I feel like I have a lot of people pulling my rope tight or giving me support. My brother has been gone a lot but he really supports me. There are a lot of people that don't know that they help me. They do little and simple things to help me keep a smile on. Maddy always keeps me smiling. It's easy to smile when she is always so happy. And then, there is my savior, Jesus Christ. I'm feeling really religious right now....but there is nobody who is more supportive than Christ. I know that....and I absolutely love him for it.